a Tuesday, June 06, 2006 b
His brown eyes tells his soul.
goodness baby.am wishing you are here.for you to listen to my ramblings.there is much for u to know b.missing ur pits to tits!.....gonna have to throw tat stupid container worth of my valuables in the taxi boot and off to abah!i know ill be ,much closer to security, and all the privacy i want.but im gonna miss mak so badly, the warmthness of this cubic space, too i must say.my brothers...
darwish, n fuck it...AIN!...like she said "are we not fated to be living under one roof, kak?"it hurts.is it my fault?am i to blame for all this?but i guess tis gonna happen soon.not tis soon tho....i feel shitty.for all thats happen even if it hasnt got anything to do wit me.i just wished we were given just one, ONE chance to try n put everything together again.stick every thing else together where it,they,we belong.just one last oppurtunity to sacrifice eveything i have for a united US.i dun even care if i have to sleep on e couch...we could all just give it a TRY.no harm...dad?..ergh!
-
am gonna move back with abah.Darwish is settled.Ain is there for mak.everything else is gonna b like usual.the ten yrs of usualness(not sure if tis word exist)
Usual does sounds safe.but well who gives a heck if we just TRY.
i know everything happens for a reason.
but wheres the life in that?
Abah-i got myself to blame for letting u down.But ive learnt to grow.ill make it up to u dad, i promise.i miss it when u wud hug n concole me when im down.wipe away thos tears wut ur crocodile singlet.i miss u dancing n singing to Meggi Z.
Mak-again ive got myself to blame.maybe i jus din try hard enuff to be there when u needed me 'tho i was just...there.i wished u wud open up.i wished we cud conversate like more.wish u dun avoid e subject of 'pakcik'.if ive a magic.i'd put a spell on u to forget everything that happen tru out ur whole entire life.wish for u to wake up one sunny morning feeling refresh n b able to carved a smile on ur beautiul face.and sing again.
Adik-Dun tink apiz is e only human in my entire life.im jus waiting for u to have e courage to speak ur mind to me.and not feel emabarassed at allo.talk to me about anitin.frm abah to angst.friend to foe.emily to emo.i miss it when u wud lay down by my side n say u love me.miss it when we pinch tits.lets do tat again shall we sista?
Nok-i jus wished i cud erase ll e troubles ive caused u at home esp at WORK.i miss it when u wud hold my hands when crossing.combd my strays hairs in public.n let me hang out wit u n friends when i was much younger.ur the most gentlest yet strongest bro i can ever ask for.i miss e sungei road outings too.thanks to u im no minah.
Bam-i wish.i wished we stayed unda one roof tru out our whole life.we never see each other.we practically have nutin to talk when we meet at e family gatherings.but im glad.so glad we've bonded now.that ur here for me now.ur e most toughest n roughest yest softest bro i can ask for.thanks to u i noe respect.
on a brighter note-tanning this Sun!......
Apiz,
remember the first day when i saw ur face?
remember the first day when u smiled at me?
u stepped to me,
and then u said to me,
i was the woman u dreamed about..
remember the first when u called my house?
remember the first day when u took me out,
we had butterflies altho' we tried to hide and we both had a beautiful night.....
the way we held each others hand, the way we talked, the way we laughed.
it felt so good to find true love ,i knew right there and then u were the one
i know that he loves me 'cause he told me so...
i know that he loves me 'cause his feelings show...
when he stares at me, thu see he cares for me..
you see how he is so deep in love...
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul
im so happy, so happy that ur in my life....
and baby now that ur a part of me u've showed me,
showed me the true meaning of love.
post at 2:10 pm
0 Comments:
Subscribe to Post Comments [Atom]
