a Monday, June 26, 2006 b
This entry is a shout out to my whole family.You guys have been e best.E ones who pull me thru...e ones who knows my deepest darkest secrets.When i quit school, when i smoke, played truants, lari rumah(frm my dad's to my mom's place)...played truant again, gue nyaris2 hanyut.when i rebel, when i pierce my tongue and ..when i come home really late...when i lied and u found out.
(Picture not that nice, but that moment was e best, e first ever time he bonded wit abah)
aye, hold on...wait..
goodness i was and still am a teenager..young adult?who doesnt go thru and pass thos phase?i noe my mom did(she went to a girls home)..my dad did...he used to smoke marijuana..he used to drink..(well he stop when he married my mom)..my brothers...oh lets not even start..my sister?..shes doing all e mistake i did...she's falling yet learning..im guiding..while im blogging all nite..thr are kids out thr doing drugs..secret society shit..violence.I may have i messed up one or two guy's heart(random)..well yang sudah tu sudah bukan?(hehe..sori feeling big bro from BS)..maybe it was meant to be...u noe tats y i met Hafeez..fate?well....im not sure.i just pray for more blessings frm families..friends..unknowns..kate2 itu semue doa bukan?Alhamdullillah..terima kasih.im grateful that the ones who has seen me fall..and kept falling..gave me other opportunities to rise and learn.i learn that EGO brings u nowhere.To accept and make e best of everything...and that if one person bitch about me, ill feel heavy frm all e pahale i get in return of e dosa he/she gets.To be grateful and more appreciative of my earthly possessions.
and to Hafeez,
for u to know everything about me,is a milestone ahead.Ive told u everything i can remember, all the back stabbing, heart wrenching, ugliest, embarrassing shitty stuffs.If i have missed out on anything..(if its true)im sorry.But the day u told me u accept my past and won't bring any of it up, and that u love me for who i am now...thats e day a huge part of my hearts attaches to urs.
I Love You Hafeez
HAPPY SIXTEENTH ANNIVERSARRY.
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