My Walk
a Tuesday, July 25, 2006 b
He never judge nor gives up.
Im not one who complains about having a perfect family.I do pour out my troubles here, but i always tell myself that at the end of the day they're still the one i love.The fact that everything happens for reason, always helps me feel better.I never stop praying for my parents to fall for each other again after almost 11 yrs of divorce.I know millions are out there praying for the same miracle to happen.I don't mind having to shift back and forth between my mom's and dad's place, and i don'tmind having to share a limited space of flooring at my mom's with my other 3 siblings to sleep on.I know billiions are out there praying for a roof to shelter their childrens.I don't mind the extreme lacking of privacy at my mom's(only a living hall, a kitchen and toilet), cos i know millions are out there living their life at refugee camps with a million of others.I don't mind having to save my every last cent of school pocket money spent on groceries.Then, if i shift back to my dad's.I don't mind being alone majority of the time.I don't mind not havin internet.i don't mind having to cook every single morning for abah.I don't mind having to do the chores all alone, not having any siblings around to help out.I don't mind spending my time yakking and yakking away with abah infront of the TV with Nat Geo on and even if ive run out of the lamest thing to talk about, i'd keep yakking away just to let him know im never bored with him.I'd sit beside him and let him know that i love him.Yet, i know alot of you guys out thr try your best to keep a distance away from your dear fathers.I should not complain, bcos all this what kept me sane was HIM.No matter how hard my PMS hits him.He won't keep his distance from me.Instead he gets even closer to me and calms me down.Even when i get really uncontrollable and start saying really nasty stuffs to him, he still loves me.He is just ordinary.He is just another soul with a beautiful and really really really big heart and much patience.Anybody would be proud to have him as a friend, a brother, a son.He has never once judge me.He has never once gave up on me.He is a cancerian.He is a domesticated person.He is protector.He is my one and only Nor Hafeez. 
Grow old with me baby?
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a Sunday, July 23, 2006 b
operasi patuk ular
lay ur head on my shoulder n sleep,drool as much as u want.i'll make sure no one sees.
leave all e blusher n eyeliner stains u want on my tops. they can be washed.
let it all out when u cry. i'll wipe those tears off ur cheeks.
and if u ever give out a loud fart in public, dun worry. i'll make sure everyone tink it was me.
p.s:tell ur dad e lurkin real-life snake is ready to make its move anytime tis yr. hehe. i love u bacin.
apiz "tak bacin"
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a Wednesday, July 19, 2006 b
Grudges?too bad for u, im feeling greeeeeeat!
Goooooooooooooood morning people.......
3 days ago i felt so relieved for clearing up my wardrobe.It use to contain alot of unwanted stuffs..e shirts that no longer has e original color..or has frayin threads all over..or looks horribly ugly.Then i found socks..socks which ive been looking for, for ages.i know i shud put them aside and give it away to those in need.But i know that day wont come..cos its always like that.The last time i cleared, i put them in paperbags..a few days later my dad wud rummage thru n ask me to place them back in my wardrobe cos apparently to him..they still look good and can be worn at home.Well bah...ive thrown each and every single piece thats of no use to me anymore.While he was in e shower, i dumped evrything in a huge plastic then threw it in e rubbish chute.Yes i did it!....hah..very relieve.
Anyways..recently i called Nas(ex-bestfriend)jus wanted to know how she's doing.I wish her all e best in school and wit Amin.Met Cik Idah..my old neighbour...e ice-cream apek..who never fail to make e ding ding bell sound under my block at 2 o'clock everday.The sheng shiong nyonyas...Yes...its e BEDOK PEOPLE!!....e last time i stayed thr was like e last Raya,but now im back thr...for good?...hmmmm its reallly100x hard to say.My life, my family is random.Even this entry.
B,.............................4 more months to go.Im still here waiting.Love u.
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a Tuesday, July 18, 2006 b
My condolences to those who have lost the love ones due to the recent Tsunami.May their soul rest in peace.
On a better note:
Congratulations to Kak Yam & family on e birth of a new addition of a baby girl......the net is up & going again...yeay..??
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a Saturday, July 08, 2006 b
till e day...
i guess it is. it hurts bad noein u cnt make ur loved one happy.how stupid i may have been. no amount of apologies will ever take away e guilty conscience.i loved,love n will always love. you.
she's not a bitch. u're e pussy who reads our writings wit no balls to use ur own name. call me anytin u want. she's no bitch.
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a Friday, July 07, 2006 b
Congrats b!
yesterday event was fun....e journey to Sp was more exciting tho'.i think i blab alot.sorry eh cik may but u jus made me excited making me describing bout babah, my life...my family.ur jus like my personal cousellor thank u.dun worry ur son wont have much to do to please him.i tink he already has please him enuff.oh ya, i shud have wore red jus like u eh cik.so i wont have to sit twisted..n worry bout leakage.ci se!.of all days....it has to come yesterday.btw b...ur very in e relak jack mode yesterday.all male graduands wore a tie....n u?......traded for e police buckle instead eh.heh....anyways...Congratulations Nor Hafeez Masri Khan.
im not sure if any of his friends reads our blog regularly...but..
i wud like to throw a big smile and a hi!..to Liza i tot i saw u..wanted to say hi..tapi paiseh.heh.Congrats too...and tc!
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a Wednesday, July 05, 2006 b
rashes rashes n more
i guess its gonna b an early day for me tmrw...gotta go Novena thn off to SP for Apiz's graduation sumtin-sumtin.hmmmmm im not sure wat to wear.i noe i got lots to wear...but i jus dun FEEL any..u noe wat i mean?and yes ive got rashes all over my neck.ergh..anyways....3 more days to go ..and 9 more for me.hmmmm...CANCERIANS.ok tis entry is random.....todays Oprah seems exciting...gotta go watch!
psstt....i miss u sayang.....
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a Tuesday, July 04, 2006 b
is tis a chimp?...not really sure...but he's e cutest monyet ever!heh.
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a Monday, July 03, 2006 b
11.07.09?........tiffany rock for THE band?...baby..?
as usual e weekends are spent at babah's.cleaned up a bit dust off a bit,wash a bit.now its like e weekend house.dad bought a new fridge..cos e current one is partially spoilt.but before tat i spent e whole day wit apiz...went to e beach, i had made his all time fattening fav. egg mayo..its real easy to do..also y i was rajin enuff to make took a few shots...awww..im missing him already....half n hr or so at e beach...he ask me a qns.....which ive kept..or shud i say....wasnt truthfull about..for e past 16 mths.oh yes.....watever it is id rather keep it between us..i was pissed...at him..(bitch.i am i know)...cos i was nervous... scared...EMBARRASSED....b, i appreciate it that u really keep to ur words of lettin e past go....and accepting me..BIG TIME.i truly apologise.i am realllllyyyyy relief....to have told u e truth....becasue thr is nothing more grateful thn having to know neither me nor u have anitin hidden between us.and that u know everything about me now....thn after all tis....we spent an amazing and wonderful..cosy and comfy evening together.
to mak...
i guess u just have to learn to let go and move on.i may not be in ur position but i may know well enuff to kick e ass of an ARSE.he doesnt treat u right...isnt thr for u..he truly doesnt deserve u.To M_S_I S_L_K_N....oh screw u!..i wish my mom cud see herself in the mirror...like how we her children see her cry in her sleep often.finally u haf come to ur senses...and put a stop to ur
sufferings. 
b..?(i cant help but see e resemblance ok)
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