a Tuesday, July 25, 2006 b
He never judge nor gives up.
Im not one who complains about having a perfect family.I do pour out my troubles here, but i always tell myself that at the end of the day they're still the one i love.The fact that everything happens for reason, always helps me feel better.I never stop praying for my parents to fall for each other again after almost 11 yrs of divorce.I know millions are out there praying for the same miracle to happen.I don't mind having to shift back and forth between my mom's and dad's place, and i don'tmind having to share a limited space of flooring at my mom's with my other 3 siblings to sleep on.I know billiions are out there praying for a roof to shelter their childrens.I don't mind the extreme lacking of privacy at my mom's(only a living hall, a kitchen and toilet), cos i know millions are out there living their life at refugee camps with a million of others.I don't mind having to save my every last cent of school pocket money spent on groceries.Then, if i shift back to my dad's.I don't mind being alone majority of the time.I don't mind not havin internet.i don't mind having to cook every single morning for abah.I don't mind having to do the chores all alone, not having any siblings around to help out.I don't mind spending my time yakking and yakking away with abah infront of the TV with Nat Geo on and even if ive run out of the lamest thing to talk about, i'd keep yakking away just to let him know im never bored with him.I'd sit beside him and let him know that i love him.Yet, i know alot of you guys out thr try your best to keep a distance away from your dear fathers.I should not complain, bcos all this what kept me sane was HIM.No matter how hard my PMS hits him.He won't keep his distance from me.Instead he gets even closer to me and calms me down.Even when i get really uncontrollable and start saying really nasty stuffs to him, he still loves me.He is just ordinary.He is just another soul with a beautiful and really really really big heart and much patience.Anybody would be proud to have him as a friend, a brother, a son.He has never once judge me.He has never once gave up on me.He is a cancerian.He is a domesticated person.He is protector.He is my one and only Nor Hafeez. 
Grow old with me baby?
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