My Walk
a Thursday, January 26, 2006 b
i remember the night.
the one that ended wit "i love you"
thn its what i thought.
a love set in stone.
and thn on i wasnt alone.
thn its u miss.
its u i need.
its u i fall on.
its u i want
its u i love.
its never too young to love.
e younger u are.
e more time it needs to blossom.
but e process of it.
is just a god send.
n after it all.
its magic straight on.
wishing for e day
where ill make u breakfast.
scramble eggs, toast hot chocolate.
a kiss to depart.
will wait for u to come home.
cling on u tats wat i wanna do.
we'll turn on e soccer channel.
i dun mind.
just being ryte beside you,
on e comfy couch.
im contented.
early morning.
off to work.
bye baby,
see u tonite.
for tat.
u noe tat.
we're together now.
thn.
straight on.
a month more to go.
n its a year for us.
its nothing.
but something to us.
YOU and ME.
I Love You Baby. Happy Anniversary.
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a Wednesday, January 25, 2006 b
life's just a plain trip.frm here thn to nowhere, if nowhere is the destination u've got.u noe e times...when u noe e rain is coming just by e smell of thos first few sacs of billions n trillions of a drop of god send droplets.you know it.yes.its coming.n u put on e pullover or e sweater to wherever ur headed to.school, work, market, or just lazing infront of the tv doing nothing but thinking of what ur doing.right thr n thn.right at tat very moment.that very breath.i swear to god if i ever knew life was a simple task.i wouldnt b here thinking y its hard instead?sometimes we see it e way others do.sometimes we see wit a bewildered ball of excrutiating pain.wat are living for?y do are we able to control others, yet not ourselves.in watever, whenever.y are we sometimes so selfish.is it wrong?to satisfy oneself.in watever point of view.y do we even slack to our own kin.y is thr politic?racism?..fuck it.im lose out to tat too.im sorry.i guess evert human falls into every hole.its jst a qns of getting up on ur own feet.how do we get so big frm e first day we were born.y do we get so dirty n so disgraceful at times, diff frm e day we were born.tis case, sex or killing.its just like how n y or just how capable are we of putting e most razor sharp blade on our own kin n yet be so angelic to ppl outside.y do we often or some ppl sometimes fall in love, infactuation, crush, admire yet e level of capacity to contain hatred inside of us can keep pon multiplying on n on n on untill we reach e fine line n blow ourself.our life.watever tat we earned comes tumbling n crushing down..thn fly off.whatever it is.we plan.he decides.we planes he makes it happen.or not.we are just we fated to be only u, me, i, her, him, she, he.us.humans/vulnerable.
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a Tuesday, January 24, 2006 b
if only
Its so taxing to think about wether u got it b.if only im able to do something to have u a guarantee in e force.i wish u all e best of luck n prayers for e last panel interview ok.quick get it done n over with pls.anyways, b, i hope u've talked to arul about e trip already.wont want to have anything obstructing the trip.anyways to tat she who is bringing along her frinds have e decency ok.i mean.HELLO??ok anyways.im having my break, canot wait to clock out at 5.anyways ive got a new bag to eye on.th e one which has a tint-hazy-rainbowcolor-mesh type tote.watch out b.tis minth gonna settle our bills TOGETHER ok.ive edited e friendster.if thrs anything u dun like can just edit back ok Mr Hafeez.Dont think im gonna get a cam soon.will just bring along e one dad bought to BKK.will get whatever i want after e trip n e clearence of our bills.n wil just get a prepaid all tat ok?frm now on we''ll use our money on whatever we want to get,if e amount permits.like e saying goes "do not eat what u can't lift.lets b beautiful useful ppl aye?hah pape la aku geebrishing.
adik thank you for e much appreciated 20lolar.mak promise takmok slip whenever u out today ok?b i love you as always.
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a Saturday, January 21, 2006 b
its not important for me to like her.yes, i cant agree more.u dun see it way i do, n u dun feel it e way i do.im attach to u my brother.i dont have anthr older friend to call "like a sister/brother"to me.fuck it la.anyways i make it a point to ask u guys out.ur just too lazy to wash up n go out wit me now adays.so, i rather, im out wit apiz.thn sleeping at home.i may not always b thr, but i do listen.i do need u , u noe.its ok if u dun ask..ill tell....oh ya! recently i turn away frm drinkin....n ya im doing well at work.n im 18 tis yr , gonna need alot of u to guide me thru.i noe my flaws r all over.but im not hanyut, like u always say i m.i need a brother u see.right now.i wish we can bond like we use too.im doin well in life.btw mak goin surgery soon for fybrose.ive not talked to my dad frm e 1st day of raya.im fine, so fine.i donwana b e person who dwells alone amongst my own family.
btw b, u din dissapoint me.i was just sadden a bit.gtg now nak beri.love u.
don't throw away e old bucket, untill u know whether e new one holds water.
arfah.
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a Friday, January 20, 2006 b
what's a typhoid injection?i've to go for it before the end of this month.Great im gonna have a nother nipple on my arm ah.That'll be the forth nipple sial.anyways, cant wait for BKK.Goin...going..n GONE.Anyways im transferred to the new outlet.RDS.or shall i say Red Dot Store.kenape eh?don't understand why Salleh wants me thr, thn Martin said no.hahah...they had a meeting yesterday, drg mcm ade tug of war..hahah....im a good worker, neat, tidy, quick, reliable.Awwwwwwwwww....pape uh....e new outlet is further frm my place ok.after BKK, so gonna have my camera.y e sudden move of place seh?im so comfy wit PP.but not e fuckers la.anyways b, tell ur frined we gettin e tix by march 8 tau.get ready, pack, prepare..ahahahahah aku so cant describe e feeling.mak takot ill have a big tummy 3 months after e BKK come back.tak eh mak.u teach me more thn enuff not to let it happen.anyways.....i succeeded to divide my money in a proper way, tis month.to mom, bills,transport fare.whn i settle all e bills, so gonna get e SLR.oh fuck i almost forget, when e pc comes..ill take lots of pictures of my bags, shoes, tops n bottoms n put it on e blog or wherever tat ppl can browse...n feel free to bid.hahah..nak sell off.new year resolution..to lessen my mother's burden of keeping em all neatly stack.only to reserve space for my new BKK collection lor!tak sabar...a warning to u eh b...get away frm my shopping sprees...i don't care hate me all u want but im getting more stuffs!yes!....unneccesary(correct spelling?) stuffs!don't carehehheh..2x!
anyways....to thos.......fuck ur mother la.i dont drink,simple like u have Hiv.BABI.
i love you b.
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a Monday, January 16, 2006 b
listen to urself.
a full moon again. and i cant sleep. missin her doesnt help. blogger's "computer-words" are not makin it easy for me to blog here. tats y there's no pics whenever i update. cos i dun freakin understand e language. all i see...squares here n there. ah yes...and e all-important orange coloured button. tat prolly reads "publish". guess so.
silence is a great language u noe. poetry in motion. real deep shit.
i love my baby.
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a Sunday, January 15, 2006 b
i will.
ive not logged into blogger for quite some time...despite of the presence of "my-pc-which-loves-to-crash-now-and-then" in my home. but now im back blogging.
sori b. really sori. love u always.
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