My Walk
a Tuesday, March 28, 2006 b
a fuck i shall give not.
he doesnt exist anymore. so dun call me tat. oh yes btw, had enuff of bein nice to others when they're like motherfuckers towards me. so fuck u n ur mother. dun even matter who u were, are or will be, in my life. if i got respect for u, lets keep it mutual if u want positive relations.
fuck apiz ilm. he's dead.
nah. it din take long.
hafeez.
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a Thursday, March 23, 2006 b
Your e pride of my life
If I could have my dreams come true
These are the things I'd like to do.
To have a warm cosy home,
And someone to share both the bad and the good.
We'd lie by the fireplace,forever it seems,
And share with each other our future of dreams.
As we tire of talking,we'd snuggle up close,
These are the times, I'd cherish the most.
The times when I feel so close to someone,
Who gives me such pleasure and so much fun.
Who isn't afraid of what the future may bring,
And share so much love, that our hearts sing.
So, until the time comes, when the timing is right,
I'll cherish our time everyday and night.
And if in the future, our dreams become one,
Then I'll know that my dreams has only begun.
To have you beside me, through the rough seas and good,
I know we'd make magic, I'm sure that we could.
For you are my soul mate, I believe in my heart,
And to get to our dreams, we must first make a start.
So, please take my hand, and don't be afraid,
I believe that together, our home will be made.
I'll never doubt my feelings for you,
And if you return them, all our dreams can come true.
I Love You Baby.
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for me. for u. for us.
thank u for makin me a pride of ur life. u noe i'll go thru anytin to get tat rank on my shoulders in 6 months' time. i am goin to. juz counted. i've got 19 days left. hehe. im trainin to make sure im able to adapt to e trainin asap. gotta make sure i pass all tests n be able to pass out without any delay.
11th april. 6 months. i promise u baby.
choa chu kang. here i come!
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a Tuesday, March 21, 2006 b
.:RaNdOm In BaNgKoK:.
Congrats darling!u got in b...secured a stable future.for u n me.after tat.we got no one, but us.congatulations again!Nor Hafeez Masri.hehehe.train hard.rest enuff.dun b worrying too much bout me.ill be working and rest well at home,missing my baby.ill take good care of myself.noe my limits.n work hard.get home fast.cos all i wanna do is do as much sleep as i can...cos when ur out.we gonna celebrate baby!gosh u dun noe how happy i am.i love u baby!muaxx2!
n to adik
I love u too adik!u are e most exotic mocha tanned baby doll...in e whole wide world, tat even beyonce's caramel tone freezes hard.ur e most smartest geek,coolest chic.hehe.ok la...u take good care of ur lovely self.n all me up anytime.muax!lovex2!
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a Sunday, March 19, 2006 b
go get a gayboy to teach u how to give head. a proper one. careful of e headscarf.
she sure is a bitch. tell her to do away wit e headscarf, go finger herself 24/7 n cum juice which smells so bad tat even e most desperate pervert wouldnt want to taste. i can be patient, but it sure is testin when e problem caused is real fucked up.
i see arfah everyday. send her to work. fetch her from work. cause i want to see her. cause i love her. so a big fuckin shout out to those who even bother to cause us some serious shit. go get another hobby. givin me head can be one. juz a suggestion.
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its amazing e power of amazement u have on me.amazing how u can make me fly hi.amazing how u can make me stoop low.amazing how u can make me realise.amazing for how much you made me HUMAN.yes.wit feelings and emotions, happiness, sadness, sorrows, and bliss.i noe.u.i noe we are as fuck.as happy.as human.as normal.as hyper.as cautious.sensitive.bewildered.curious.clumsy.as naive.VERY HUMAN.its amazing how much inspiratin you gave.exudes.how loose we can be at times.how freak fuck we are.i cant help but be V.HUMAN.we MAKE MISTAKE mom/dad.we do.YOU do.tis is jus random.everitin from start of e para.to tis.i jus wished you wud jus speak up n stand up.not for me.not for anybody.but for YOU.ill work.wlak.improve my self, my life.to make you see tat im no repeat of ur painful past.ill show to u that im not u.ill show you mom/dad the child u raised beautifully.ME.yes.ME.you teach me, nuture me, raised me.for that im greatfully grateful.together wit e whole bunch of fools call siblings.i love em babies.
miss u baba.
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a Friday, March 17, 2006 b
wished.
thnx ain for e help wit myspace, blog...endless help. thnx again.
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a Tuesday, March 14, 2006 b
shutterfly...
ive signed up for shutterfly instead.hah.y din we think of it eh b?it wont be lost.n we dun haf to upload em all in tis blog.bodo sungguh.anyways go check it out ArFeez at shutterfly....love...
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sawadeeka ms rnd, nak 3 star segale.hmphh eventually got left behind and missed e flight, so much for e planning.bodo sungguh!
the weekend was great!me and apiz just got back frm Bangkok..and a bunch of our friends..who got left behind and had to stay anthr day for anthr flight!well we told em in advance to be an hour early....n they had e cheek to ask"issit a must to b at e airport b4 1?"nak sarcastic kan?!e flight is 2.20 for gdness sake.watever it is be safe la sundel.wanna stay at a 3 star hotel segale...nak chichilala...ape sak...padan muke kau.hahahahahah..gosh i wish i cud laff in her face ryte thr n thn when we touched down....hahahaha....tu la nak step R&D kan...research ke pe..planning ke pe....buts its a pity..that e rest of em legong followed suit.anyways u guys shud noe better e next time.so to e ppl who followed ms rnd suit...u shud noe better in future too.tis pondan v. bodo sombong kan.
fuck em.bkk was superb..everytime i go, i jus wanna keep going back.but it wud b better if all of em cabbies are willing to put on e meter.fucker sia.bloodsucker.bought alot of stuff.....no not really baby got more.heheh.adidas,shades,shirtsss,bottoms,sweater.i got bag,purse,4 kaftans,3 bottoms, me and baby went for pedi and medi too!..haha they practically pull out all em cuticles..buff em polish..got mine french..and baby got his in translucent lacquer!hehe..total make over.but as charming as ever.he loves bkk now....hehe goin thr again hopefully..sooner.but i can feel e pinch in e prices now...slighty steeper thn usual la sial kan..i guess bkk is already well known all over for their fantastic goods and bargains....next trip?TAIWAN...e place to go.watc out ppl.Taiwan's gonna b e next Bkk.nuff bout tat..did i mention patpong?oh hell...it was mind boggling, culture shocking thing uve ever gonna see.we went for thaigirlshow n yes e ever popular patpong shows..where we get to see live infront of our damn eyes....girls opening a bottle of sealed cola, fag, write, filling n refilling cola all using only their pussies.how fucked is tat?oh n yes...we see live fucking session infront of our eye...on e neon platform.fucking culture shocking.will blog more tmrw...for now my eyes need em rest.gdnite n tc.will downoad em pics tmrw.ooooooiiiiiiiiii.........
ps:i had fun baby./.enjoyed every moment of it.thank you and apologies for all e conflicts and arguments we had truout e trip.we gained knowledge n at e same time learn more about their culture/country each other..n oso ourselves.thank you for e experience.i love you!n rest ya!muax!
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a Monday, March 06, 2006 b
I grew in a family.then half a family.Then back to e other half part of e family.still i grew.Ive got friends who's family are troubled, drugged, divorced,corrupted, wayward and lots more.Still i love.In life, i know isnt all rosy and fuzzy peachy.But i do know, i have a beautiful soul by my side, a great family all around me.A job which i love.Still im not afraid of e harsh reality, all e bumps and humps.Im still as carefree.I still would love to be wit e man of my life, to build a marriage life, a family.Prepared to jump over e hurdles, bend under the scrapers go thru all e obstacles.With all e examples and disturbing scenes and troubled moments i saw, i know, i heard, ive been thru...i will reflect and will not let them repeat nor happen to me and my love ones...in future or tomorrow.i just am holding to this hope.A hope that i pray will be acchieved and only will then, me and my Nor Hafeez can carry out our plan and make it happen.This is what from my experience wit my parents life, a great and lasting marriage shud be or at e very least be like...
1st, marriage should be love
all encompassing, total, and free.
love that grows stronger each day
soft murmurs of u,u,u.
2nd, marriage should be sacrifice
giving of self, regardless of reward.
gift gladly given, with open heart
shielded from life's harsh sword.
3rd, marriage should be commitment
utter loyalty, deep to the bone.
absolutely, no questions asked
faithfully promised, never alone.
lastly, marriage should be forever
family bonded, yet all still free.
lives joined with love, sacrifice, and commitment
an eternity promised with -
u, u, u.
ps:I Love You Nor Hafeez.May we make it happen.Happen fast, but BLISSFULLY.sleep tite.
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hehehehehe.i love u baby.
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