a Tuesday, May 05, 2009 b
Siete uno e tutto me.
Someone remind me where was i again?For the past couple of months since my last entry?Been busy chilling, laying-back, taking-it-easy.Yes.That's what ive been doing.Im not regretting.No point aye?I should have got things done instead.Although i truly am happy and content for having reading quite a number of books.Great ones.Let me recall, The Blood of Flowers by Anita Amirrezvani, Yakuza Moon by Shoko Tendo, The Secret Life of Bees by Sue Monk Kidd, Letters to Sam by Daniel Gottlieb.Things I Want My Daughters To Know by Elizabeth Noble.Eat Pray Love by Elizabeth Gilbert.The Wednesday Letters by Jason F. Wright, and of course the Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn, the whole damn addictive-whatever-you-call-it-saga by Stephenie Meyer.As much as i like the movie.I love the novels more.Much, much more.Whoever was the person who leaked that partial draft of Midnight Sun should be executed.Anyways, aside from all that, i have also recently selected my choice of wedding outfits.Will be going for a fitting a week before the big day.Honestly i did not even try to watch my diet nor did i try to shed some weight.Not that i could'nt be bothered, but im just comfortable with the way im shaped, moulded, and created.I love how my body fills up the space.Im looking forward to seeing Hafeez all dressed up on that day.No, i don't have a problem with his laid-back dressing, jerseys and jeans and flip flops.I love him the way he is.Although at times his dressier thn me.Annoying thn me.Nagg-ier(such word?) thn me, because these are all AT RARE TIMES.Whereas im AT ALL TIMES.His patience, his mindfulness, big hearted-ness, his everything.Siete uno e tutto a me.
On a more serious page,
I would also like to offer my sincere apologies to those whom ive hurt along the way.You know who you are.The most important people in my life, without whom i would be incomplete.All that came out of my foul mouth that ugly night was nothing but my desperate plea to let me explain myself.I did'nt handle the situation well.I fell, crashed and burned.However, i have got up and learn to control and manage myself well.I hope to keep on learning and improving.
To this one person that i have hurt so much.That i have injured too much.That i have shamed too much.Im sorry from the bottom of my heart.Those words that i should never have said.Those words that i should jus have kept to myself, im sorry.For you are the person that have promised to keep me safe, keep me company at night while watching re-runs of How I Met Your Mother?, introduced me to the twin brothers Rafael who normally play the right-back defender and Fabio Da Silva who is the left-back, surprise me with the rare bouquets of roses, who would let me finish a whole cone of cornetto except the bottom part where it's the nicest , and who would still love me unconditionally.Im sorry to have caused you so much grieve, but please, please know that none was intentional.
2 more months to go.Im psyched, stressed, excited and sad.All for the right reasons, i know.
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